Lonely, at a coal mine

Life & death: A flood story

The youngest member of the relief camp is two days old. She has no name.

Her grandparents-to-be had cried desperately as the water swept them away last week in Kolaipatti village and hundreds fled. Her mother, nine months pregnant, had begun a long walk that would decide the fate of both mother and daughter.

For Nazrun Khatun, 35, it was a battle to save her life — as well as that of her baby, ready to be born any minute. “The water was rising so fast.. I was losing my mind,” said Khatun, holding her baby in her lap as other homeless villagers looked on, smiling at the baby and trying to play with her. The baby half-smiled; then changed her mind and began to frown.

The family’s dramatic tale began on the morning of August 21. The Kosi was in fury. In Khatun’s home in Madhepura district, people screamed and ran from their homes. Many carried children, and cattle, on their shoulders. Khatun and her husband Mohammed Abbas, 35, decided to flee as well.

Before they knew, they were up to their chests in floodwaters. The family considered its options: waiting it out to see whether the river would rise further, or flee and leave their two buffalos and two bulls behind.

“I had to choose. It was tough but I had to leave behind the cattle,” said Abbad, wearing an undershirt and red-checked scarf hung loosely over his shoulder.

As Khatun groaned in pain and walked, her husband held her hand and walked ahead of his father Ahmed Ali and mother Jebun Khatun, who were supposed to follow. “They got left behind. They ran here and there. Then they disappeared and died,” said Abbas, a farmer who has lost all he had.

Khatun walked 15 kilometres, then took a train, then walked to a relief camp three days ago. She began experiencing labour pains soon after she joined the camp — a large school of two dozen classrooms where more than 2,600 people live now in a helpless, hostel-like existence.

Two days ago, she was ready. “There was no doctor, so two of my friends from the village helped me,” said Khatun, her face weary and sunburnt.

Khatun’s Hindu friend, who helped deliver the baby, takes her into her arms now, swaying her amid laughter from the crowd.

“What’s the name,” someone in the crowd asks.

“We don’t know yet,” says Abbas. “Who has had the time?”

India's Shame

The prime minister reacted to the crisis on August 28, ten crucial days after the flooding began. Too few military rescuers have been sent by New Delhi, and too late.

State police are missing from rescue and relief sites. There is a complete collapse of support from local government and panchayat officials.

Relief distribution is so unplanned and tardy that the able-bodied get relief again and again, and the weak watch helplessly.

The cataclysmic flooding in Bihar, the worst in India’s modern history, isn’t the national calamity. It is what is unfolding now.

Eighteen days after India’s most notorious and unpredictable Kosi River suddenly breached an embankment and changed its course uprooting millions of people, thousands remain trapped in homes, crushed in poorly resourced relief camps or just sleeping hungry on the road. It is a stunning indictment on how India’s central government, the Bihar administration, and local and international NGOs reacted to the tragedy that has touched the lives of at least 25 million people.

Across the misery-seeped expanse, there are no facilities set up to help trace missing people. No trauma care facilities. There are no international NGOs, who have in the past complained that India did not give them access in such situations.

“The prime minister came here and called it a national tragedy. If this is how our nation reacts to this tragedy, this is just a cruel joke on us, isn’t it?” said Giraj Rishi Yadav, as he sat in a relief camp after walking the whole morning in waist-deep water.

A jeep appeared with food packets from a local donor. Hundreds mobbed it. Hands lunged inside. Men and women screamed and fought over plastic bags.

An old skinny woman with white matted hair got crushed near the bonnet. Another woman had her blouse ripped as the mob pushed her.

An old man wept, desperate he couldn’t fight his young competitors. “First we lost our lives. Now we are losing our dignity,” said Mohammed Saleem, 47, of Chandpur-Bhangha village.
In the chaos, seven-year-old Salauddin tugged at this reporter’s denim jeans. “Can I please get food? I haven’t eaten,” he said, matter-of-fact. Two reporters from HT and NDTV lunged into the crowd to get him a packet.

An hour later, breaking the deathly silence of the submerged Sukhasan village, a mobile phone ring echoed on a rooftop. Sarita Kumari, 21, took the call from an Hindustan Times reporter.
Behind her, the conversations of about 100 people could be heard, trapped on the roof for ten days now. “We are trapped here, Sir… What shall I say about myself? We are all sitting here for ten days now. Not a single boat has come here to evacuate people or with relief,” she said, the phone line faltering.

It began raining.

“We sleep here. We eat here. We sing prayers. When it rains, we go down and stand in the water. Then we come up again. We eat sattu (powdered fried gram) to survive,” she said, her voice choking. “We told the headman, at least give aid to the Dalits and the poorest, if not us – he said ‘what can I do’?”

If the day brings out the worst face of the governments, the night brings out the worst in the humans. Robbers are roaming the submerged villages in the night, robbing homes of whatever jewellery, grains and possessions they can loot.

“Locals are telling us, there are a lot of robberies in the night. We have been trying to check the local boats,” said Lt. Commander Geo Matthews of the Indian Navy. Behind him, a woman walked in her bridal dress, a bright red and yellow sari with brocade. “That’s all I had left,” said Ranjana Devi.

Back at Chandpur-Bhanga, seven-year-old Salauddin was quietly walking away, his eyes lowered. He had a large packet of rice in his skinny hands.

Killer Kosi could leave Bihar barren

Modern India’s worst ever floods continued to eat up vast swathes of farmland in Bihar, with a much larger war to fight: thousands of acres of barren farmland, property squabbles, no cattle to plough the land, and homeless millions.

The flooding in the Kosi River , currently pulverizing several parts of northern Bihar , has affected almost a third of Bihar ’s 83 million people and submerged 1.1 lakh hectares (2.75 lakh acres) of farmland. That is 1,100 square kilometers, slightly less than the entire area of New Delhi .

It is the mother of all floods: the river is now 32 kilometres wide.

Unlike other rivers which bring fertile silt with them, the soil brought by the Kosi is like poison for the soil of the affected area. The river has been notorious for centuries for destroying the land it touches.

“The Kosi brings with it coarse sand and gravel from the upper reaches of the river system … it will make the land almost barren,” said Dr. M.A. Khan, a top eastern India official with the Indian Council for Agricultural Research.

“It will badly affect the food security of the state, and will take a long time to repair,” said Khan, speaking by telephone from Patna.

At the largest relief camp in Purnea town, many of the 2,600 villagers rushed to have their name written on an HT reporter’s notebook, hoping that simple act would help bring them back their lost land.

Young men elbowed their way in, announcing their names, and the names of their village, post office and district. Old men folded their hands. Women stood on their toes.

Those who do not have barren land will have a worse crisis: their seeds are all washed away, they have no fertilizers, thousands of cattle are dead, leaving no way to plough the land in the impoverished area that has small land holdings and cannot afford tractors.

“This is a matter of very serious concern … There is a saying in those parts: wherever the Kosi goes, not even a blade of grass grows there for 20 years,” said Pratyaya Amrit, additional commissioner in the state’s disaster management department.

World Bank officials met state officers on Tuesday to discuss the issue, and the central government will send a team of agriculture experts in two weeks to assess the road ahead, Amrit said.

For many, that does not matter: their land just disappeared.

“Where there was my land, there is now the river. I don’t know what to do,” said Mohammed Wasi, a farmer from Murliganj village, as he stood in a relief camp in Purnea some 75 kilometres from his home.

New land will apppear elsewhere, on the original course of the river, and revenue officials fear widespread land squabbles.

Monsoons are always tough times for northern Bihar, home to 13 crisscrossing rivers. But when the river began changing its course mid-August, it tore down a straight path rather than a meandering curve it had traditionally taken.

“India has sent many floods but this is unprecedented … I don’t think anything like this has been seen before,” said K.M. Singh, a member of the National Disaster Management Authority whose rescuers are saving lives and scooping up survivors in submerged areas.

Even as the central and state governments came in for tough criticism for tardy relief work, officials said thousands of soldiers were on the ground. Some 6.5 million people have been evacuated.

Thousands of people are choking the 260-odd relief camps across several districts, with long uncertainty before them.

“Please write down my name, Sir, I had my wife, three children, six bighas of land, two buffalos and a pair of ox,” said Sudarshan Shah, 45, of Murliganj village.

“Now there is just me.”


(This article appeared in the Hindustan Times on September 4)

Beijing to Bihar

I apologise I have not written anything for a long time. Many friends have wondered why, some have gently reprimanded me, and I intend to make up for it.

My life has been on a rollercoaster for the past few weeks (I'd like to tell you that I am terrified of rollercoasters and never get on them). First the terrorist attacks happened and we were swamped at work, then I was in Beijing during the Olympics, then Bihar, and in the middle of all this my father went through a surgery.

But I am back now, and to prove this I shall first file some pictures from Beijing -- and then Bihar. I know many of you friends do not like it when I do it, but I will post a few stories I did in the past several days from Bihar.

I am very angry, and I hope it shows.

Neelesh

चैन से सोना है तो टीवी बंद कर दो

पिछले दिनों टीवी पर पत्रकार साथियों को आरुषि काण्ड में कवरेज को लेकर अपनी और बाक़ी टीवी चैनलों की सफाई देते सुना. बोले, "अगर डाक्टर तलवार के पड़ोसी ही कहते हैं कि वो दुश्चरित्र थे, तो हमारा क्या दोष?"

इन पत्रकार साथियों का मैं यूँ बड़ा कायल रहा हूँ और उनका काम मुझे पसंद है. लेकिन उस शाम के बारे में मुझे बड़ी शर्म से कहना पड़ेगा: "शर्म, साथियों!"

अगर पड़ोसियों पर आधारित अध्-कचरी पत्रकारिता ही करनी है तो क्यूँ न मौक़ा-ऐ-वारदात के पड़ोसियों को आप लोग अब से स्ट्रिंगर रख लिया करें, विश्वसनीय समाचार मिल जाएगा, तुंरत. जब पत्रकारिता के सारे नियम कानून हमने किसी भरी अलमारी में बंद कर दिए हैं -- जब हमें अपुष्ट, अधकचरी ख़बरों को पूरी गंभीरता से दिखाने में कोई गुरेज़ नहीं, तो ये भी सही.

इन साथियों जितना मंझा पत्रकार नहीं हूँ, लेकिन उन्नीस साल फिर भी हो गए लिखते लिखते. थोड़ा बहुत जानता हूँ अपने पेशे के बारे में, और ये भी जानता हूँ कि अक्सर आप जब मन टटोलते होंगे तो ये ज़रूर सोचते होंगे, "ये हम कर क्या रहे हैं?" यही करने आए थे हम सब छोटे छोटे शहरों से बड़े बड़े बड़े सपने ले कर? गाड़ी तो लम्बी मिल गयी पर दिल पर हाथ रख कर देखिये दिल कितना छोटा हो गया ... मैं सलाम करता हूँ उस चैनेल एनडीटीवी इंडिया को, जिसने भीड़ में पीछे होना मंज़ूर कर लिया लेकिन कीचड से पाँव निकाल लिए. ये है टीवी चैनलों का हीरो.

उस बच्ची का क़त्ल किसने किया, ये मैं नहीं जानता. लेकिन इस पूरे वाकये में पत्रकारिता का गला हम सब पत्रकारों ने थोड़ा और घोंट दिया है.

मैंने बहुत साल पहले, जब क्राइम शो शुरू ही हुए थे, जी न्यूज़ के एक प्रोग्राम के लिए कुछ पंक्तियाँ लिखीं थीं. "चैन से सोना है तो अब जाग जाओ" ... यूँ ही अपने करीबी मित्र के प्रोग्राम के लिए, एक इतवार की दोपहर को. लेकिन अब लगता है कि दर्शक से कहना पड़ेगा: "चैन से सोना है तो अब भाग जाओ".

बचपन में "मनोहर कहानियाँ" पड़ोस में आती थी, हम भी कभी कभी चोरी चोरी दस पाँच पन्ने देख लिया करते थे. उसमें सनसनीखेज़ प्रेम प्रसंग होते थे, ह्रदय-विदारक खुदकुशी और क़त्ल की कहानियाँ होती थीं, और भूत प्रेत के किस्से.

लेकिन "मनोहर कहानियाँ" ने कभी पाठक से "धर्मयुग" या "माया" होने का नाटक नहीं किया.

पत्रकार साथियों, आप भी मत करिए. मनोहर कहानियाँ बेच रहे हैं, उस पर संभ्रांत, विश्वसनीय पत्रकारिता का चस्पा मत लगाइए.

वरना दर्शक एक दिन "चम्पक" समझेगा.

(चित्र साभार एक घूमती फिरती ईमेल से.)

Two interviews: CNN-IBN and Screen

Here is the video of the CNN-IBN interview with Somen Mishra, sorry I took some time to put it up:
http://www.ibnlive.com/videos/66331/next-big-thing-neelesh-misra-scribe-turns-to-showbiz.html

And the story in Screen by Rajiv Vijaykar:

"How do you write with so much depth at the age of 34 and in today’s age of vacuous cursory rhymes? Is it because your journalistic outlook colours your verse?

(Smiles) ‘Cursory’ rhymes is a good phrase. Yes, I do admit that the job of a journalist takes me to the real India and puts me in touch with emotions that are very real. It is a happy meeting where both the creative writer and the reporter in me are affecting each other, and not just one-way. "

Read the full interview here.

ब्लॉग मरा नहीं. ब्लॉग मरते नहीं.

दफ्तर में मेरे मित्र ने हंस कर कहा, "कहा था न? ये ब्लॉग व्लोंग बस दस दिन का शौक़ है. हो गए न टाँय टाँय फिस?" असल में वो बंगाली हैं, उन्होंने इस लखनवी अदा में नहीं कहा था, लेकिन हमें लखनवी अदा पसंद है -- और आख़िर ब्लॉग हमारा है -- तो हम उनकी बात इसी तरह रखेंगे.

परदेस से वापस भी आ गया, दफ्तर की आपाधापी में फँस भी गया, लेकिन ब्लॉग पर नया कुछ नया लिख नहीं पाया. रोज़ सोचता था, आज कुछ लिखूंगा, आज तो कुछ लिख ही दूँगा. लेकिन ब्लॉग का कोरा कागज़ जैसे का तैसा. जैसे प्रेमिका जब पत्नी बनने वाली होती है न, तब हम सब मर्दों की यही स्थिति हो जाती है. "याद तो करता हूँ ना बाबा -- नहीं लिख पाया, माफ़ कर दो न, कुछ काम ही ऐसा पड़ गया था ..."

लेकिन मैं चाहता हूँ की ये रिश्ता -- मेरा और मेरे ब्लॉग का रिश्ता -- एक औसत पुरूष का अपनी औसत पत्नी बनने चली प्रेमिका से जो रिश्ता होता है, उससे कुछ बेहतर हो. साथी है मेरा, ये मेरा ब्लॉग. जो अख़बार में नहीं लिख पाटा हूँ, जो दोस्तों से नहीं कह पाटा हूँ, और दो पत्नी से कहना गौण सा लगता है, उसे पट्ट से इसे कह देता हूँ. ये तो मेरा यार है. इसके भी अब कुछ यार बन गए हैं. निठल्ला है ना कमबख्त. खली वक्त होता है, दोस्त बना लेता है. इसके कुछ दोस्त मुझे उलाहना देते हैं -- "नीलेश जी, आप कहाँ हैं? इतने दिनों से कुछ लिखा क्यूँ नहीं?"

क्या लिखता, यार? जब से वापस आया, मन उत्तेजित है. कितनी अलग अलग दिशाओं में क्या क्या हुआ. एक पत्रकार साथी पलाश कुमार अपने परिवार के साथ राजस्थान में गाड़ी से जा रहे थे तभी भयानक दुर्घटना में उनकी मृत्यु हो गयी.

पलाश कभी मेरे मित्र नहीं थे, ईमानदारी से कहूं तो मैं उन्हें कुछ कारणों से कोई ख़ास पसंद भी नहीं करता था ... लेकिन जब एक व्यक्ति जो आपको कम पसंद हो, उसकी मृत्यु हो जाए, तो यकीन करिए अचानक दिल गुनेहगार सा महसूस करने लगता है. मैंने क्यूँ उनसे कभी बात करने की कोशिश नहीं की? वो लखनऊ के ही तो थे ... मैं जब असोसीएटेड प्रेस में था, तो वो प्रतिद्वंदी एजेन्सी ऐऍफ़पी में थे.

कई दिन से सोच रहा हूँ, उन आखरी क्षणों में क्या हुआ होगा? उन दो घंटों में, जब वे जीवित थे और जीवन से जूझ रहे थे, तो उनके मन में क्या विचार कौंध रहे होंगे? उनकी मंहगी गाड़ी का एयर बैग क्यूँ नहीं खुला, जो खुल गया होता तो क्या आज वो परिवार सुरक्षित होता?

पलाश की मौत ने मुझे कहीं गहरा छू लिया. मैं कोई झूठी संवेदना नहीं दिखाना चाहता था, लेकिन उनकी मौत से अपनी जिंदगी की अनिश्चितता ज़्यादा साफ़ दिखने लगी. आईने मैं तीन सफ़ेद बाल ज़्यादा दिखे. लगा, सोचने लगा -- एक किताब और लिख लूँगा तो क्या तीर मार लूँगा? लगा, मैं शायद कॉलेज में लिखे नाटक के पात्र की तरह ही सोचने लगा हूँ ...

"मन कहे कि हाथ उठा कर सब ही ले ले ...

ह्रदय बोले, `ठहर!! कोई देख ना ले!'"

एक कमपसंद सहकर्मी को मौत ने जिंदगी के सबक सिखाये. और कल, जब कई दिनों बाद ये सब भूल कर अपनी दर्जनों अनदेखी ईमेल देखने बैठा, तो अचानक साँस रुक सी गयी. पागलों कि तरह स्क्रीन को देखता रहा.

फेसबुक पर कई ई-मेलों के बीच एक कई दिनों पुरानी "फ्रेंड रिक्वेस्ट" थी:

"पलाश कुमार आपके दोस्त बनना चाहते हैं -- क्या आप उनके दोस्त बनेंगे?"

पुनश्च:

पलाश, हाँ मैं आपका दोस्त बनूँगा.

भगवान आपकी आत्मा को शान्ति दे और आपके परिवार के सदस्यों को जल्द ही ठीक कर दे ...

एक कोयल की लाश

चुनाव एक साल पहले हो गए, लेकिन मिली जुली सरकार आज तक न बन सकी. भाषा के नाम पर

जंग छिड़ी है. और एक पंथ के लोग एक मोहल्ले में रहते हैं, जहाँ बाहरी लोगों को बसने नहीं दिया जाता.

ये हिंदुस्तान नहीं है भैय्या, परदेस की कहानी है.

इस महीने यूरोप में हूँ. फकीरों का क्या ठिकाना, कभी यहाँ, कभी वहां.

आज कल बेल्जियम आया हुआ हूँ अपने दो प्यारे दोस्तों से मिलने. हर क़दम पर हिंदुस्तान से मिलानी करने लग जाता हूँ. पानी की बोतल खरीदने से ले कर ट्रेन के टिकट तक, सबसे पहले यूरो को रुपैय्ये में बदल कर गणित करता हूँ. मंहगा मुल्क है. धड़कन तेज़ है.

रात के साढ़े दस बजे भी दिन की रौशनी चमकती है.

परसों ब्रसेल्स के दक्षिण पूर्वी किनारे पर एक इलाके में गया.वहां एक चर्च था.

उसके बाहर ईसा मसीह की एक विशाल मूर्ति थी. लेकिन किसी शैतान ने उस मूर्ति के दोनों हाथ तोड़ दिए थे.सच कहूँ तो ये इस बँटे हुए देश की एक तस्वीर है. यहाँ भाषा के नाम पर भयंकर जंग छिड़ी हुई है. डच भाषा बोलने वाले फ्लेमिंग समुदाय के लोग -- जो लगभग साठ प्रतिशत हैं -- फ्रेंच भाषा बोलने वाले वालून समुदाय के लोगों से लगभग घृणा करते हैं. डच अधिक समर्थ हैं. उनके नेता ने हाल में राष्ट्रीय टेलीविज़न पर कहा की फ्रेंच तो अनुवांशिकी रूप से निकृष्ट हैं -- इसलिए डच उनकी मदद नहीं कर सकते.

मोहल्ले बंट गए चुके हैं, एकदम अपने अहमदाबाद की तरह.

सोचा कितना मिलता है हिंदुस्तान से, काश हम दोनों ऐसे न होते.

शहर के बाहर निकला, ट्रेन पकड़ का पेरिस गया. रस्ते में खेत देखे बड़े बड़े -- सोचा, यहाँ ज़मीन जायदाद के झगडे नहीं होते, खेत खानदानों के बढ़ने के साथ सिकुड़ते नहीं क्या? गायें थीं, मोटी मोटी. सोचा हिंदुस्तान से कितना अलग है, काश हिंदुस्तान ऐसा होता.

और फिर शाम को एक सुपरमार्केट में गया तो दिल न कहा, हिंदुस्तान ही भला. सामने एक शेल्फ पर एक छोटे से प्लास्टिक के पैकेट में गोश्त मिल रहा था, सैकडों वैसे की पकेतों की तरह.

वो एक कोयल की लाश थी.

India' nuclear sham

(Goats grazing at a football field in Jharkhand's Chatigocha village; in the background, the wall of a "tailings pond" -- waste dump -- of the Jaduguda Uranium mines.)

Nearly three years ago, when Prime Minister Manmohan Singh stood on the lawns of the White House with President George W. Bush, announcing a civil nuclear deal with the US, there was another country he could have turned to for fuel for India’s N-power plants: India.

Even as it scouts for nuclear fuel from the US and elsewhere, India has been sitting on massive, untapped reserves of uranium, hundreds of tonnes of which have been discovered over the past couple of years — adding to the over 1 lakh tonnes already identified in Jharkhand, Meghalaya, Andhra Pradesh, Rajasthan and Tamil Nadu.

Together, these uranium resources would be enough to run all of India’s current and planned nuclear power plants for their entire lifetime of 40 years. In the context of the bitter political debate in India over taking N-fuel from the US, the irony is inescapable.

India’s atomic energy establishment has done next to nothing to tap deposits identified up to 15 years ago. Mining is yet to begin at several sites explored, identified and handed through the 1990s by the Atomic Minerals Directorate (AMD), the government’s uranium exploration arm, to the Uranium Corporation of India Ltd (UCIL).

Read the full story and other related text here in the Hindustan Times, where this piece first appeared.

Bollywood nugget: three interviews

Transcript of CNN-IBN interview (full text here):

Mumbai: A journalist who never thought that he will become a lyricist and this year, he is writing songs for some of the biggest films. This week on the Next Big Thing, it’s lyricist Neelesh Misra whose songs always has a soulful touch to it that works almost every time.

“Bollywood seemed out of reach. I grew up in Naintal. My only attempt to reach out to this world has been a letter that I wrote to Jagjit Singh with a song of mine which I don’t know if it reached him or not. But he rejected it. And I recently met Jagjit Singh at Lucknow airport and told him that I was in Bollywood because you rejected my song and because that was the same song that I sang to Mahesh Bhatt when I first met him and that set the ball rolling,” he says.



Excerpts of Indiainfoline interview (read full text here):

"Any benchmark that you have set for yourself as a lyricist?

I think I am really just an outsider in Bollywood as of now, and that is the way I would like it to remain. I am keen to get the opportunity to write everything from hopelessly romantic songs to item numbers to songs of urban angst to those of heartbreak.

I have been fortunate that I have already got the opportunity to do some of those, and I am doing a greater range now. But at the heart of everything, there has to be poetry and good storytelling -- simple, universal and the type that does not talk down to listeners. That has been the core of the work of the great masters of songwriting and if I can achieve even a piece of that jigsaw, it would be something I can truly be proud of. "


Excerpts of radioandmusic.com interview (read full text here):

"Neelesh laments on the dire situation of lyricists in the country. He believes apart from the likes of Javed Akhtar and Gulzar, songwriters country over are not getting their due. Lyricists are doing a thankless job. "They are treated as backroom boys and things need to change soon. FM channels, radio and television are popularizing songs without giving them any credit," states Misra."

Postcard from Kashmir

Ten minutes after he landed at Srinagar airport, Chris Terry felt he was in a Will Smith action flick. The Canada-born musician who lives in New York was dazzled by the sight of the guns, the armoured cars, the camouflage, the nervous organiser shouting to the driver, “Go! Go! Go!”

The next day was better. Terry, bassist of the Pakistani band Junoon, was on the stage and he had a familiar sight before him: thousands of youngsters screaming and cheering, singing along and swaying to popular Urdu numbers. What was unusual was the setting.

In the heart of a ‘war zone’, the rat-tat-tat of the AK-47 was replaced by the thump of percussions on Sunday evening as something unimaginable until now played out: a Pakistani band playing in Kashmir by the Dal Lake in the presence of a frenzied audience. In the crowd there were also people from outside Kashmir who have experienced conflict — and worse: former Sri Lankan President Chandrika Kumaratunga and Afghan Minister H.B. Ghazanfar.

There were schoolgirls in headscarves; young women in jeans and designer glasses. There were students in school uniforms. Behind them, the Dal Lake looked dreamy in a film of mist, flanked by the lofty Zabarwan range. It was as picture postcard as it could get in the Kashmir Valley.

One young man laughed and said, “Why didn’t these guys come 20 years ago? We wouldn’t have had had to take up guns!”

It was a joke many in the front row would take very seriously, of course.

Was this part of the peace process? Nope.

It was just an enjoyable concert for youngsters craving for popular culture in Kashmir. Did people on ‘both sides’ — and Junoon itself — try to wrap the event up in the complex politics of the region? Oh, of course. Everything is not politics in Kashmir, but everything becomes politics here.

Read the rest of the piece, which appeared first in the Hindustan Times.

Bollywood nugget: Network 18 story

"Travelling in an auto rickshaw, Neelesh tells one over the phone just what it takes to survive in a scenario where sound and picturisation scores over melody and lyrics.

"I have to elbow my way in," he says, "Today there is always a fight between the word and the (musical) note. So there is a need to find a mid way."

Read the full story by Abhishek Mande here.

Myanmar deja vu and India's false pride

Myanmar’s military dictatorship won’t allow international aid to come into the country that has been left devastated by Cyclone Nargis. The world is rightly outraged. Even junta-friendly India has urged the Myanmarese government to accept global aid.

But then, look who’s talking.

India had also famously refused international aid and access to foreign aid groups in the Andamans after the devastating tsunami hit its coastlines in 2004. New Delhi had then stated with a confident voice that it could and would manage its own affairs, thank you very much. But three-and-a-half years after the tsunami, permanent shelters for the homeless in the Andamans have still not been built. Tender notices for the reconstruction projects are still appearing in local newspapers.

One might be tempted to question the comparison made between India, a democratic, regional superpower, and Myanmar, a secretive military-ruled State. But the comparison, which should have been impossible to make, is there for all to see — especially for those suffering, who don’t quite care whether a democratic government or a tin-pot dictatorship is denying them food and shelter. A confident India, with a rising economic prowess, has all the right to say ‘thanks, but no thanks’ to outside help.

But shouldn’t we be eating at least a slice of the humble pie if thousands are left to suffer for years because of national pride?

The tsunami was not the first time that India was hit by a natural disaster of such proportions. More importantly, it also won’t be the last time. India needs to firm up its ‘rising power’ pride by actions that signify that it can ‘do it alone’.

In the Andamans, almost 10,000 permanent shelters were to be built in the archipelago where 7,450 people died. A total of 16,400 people were killed across Indian coastlines. Construction has not even begun on more than 80 per cent of the houses. In the rest, the basic structure is yet to be built — and this according to the government’s own project report that was made public at the end of February.

Read the full article here in the Hindustan Times, where it first appeared today on the editorial page).

Please also read this piece I wrote about the Andamans in the Span magazine.

Kashmir Homecoming

Raka Khashu -- whose first name means the moon -- lives in New Delhi. She is a young lady in her late twenties, having already charted a very promising career path to become a senior executive with an international company. She is one of the most wonderful people I know.

Raka is the daughter of Mr. Upendra Khashu and Mrs. Girija Khashu, two of Kashmir's celebrated cultural personalities. They are, and have been, popular radio presenters and theatre and television artistes -- though as you will read in the story here that I wrote two years ago, one got death threats from Pakistan-controlled Kashmir and the other marriage proposals.

In March 1990, the Khashus -- Kashmiri Pandits -- had to rush out of their home after death threats, even as food was hot on the oven.

Raka's younger sister Nipunta, now a successful public relations executive but then just a three-year-old, had one simple question from her mother's arms as they scrambled out of their home into a paramilitary truck to take them to the airport -- to be thrown into an uncertain future.

"Where we are going, will I get batta (rice)?" the three-year-old asked.

Kashmiri Pandits love their rice.

They also love their homeland as much as their fellow Kashmiri Muslims who have gone through crushing oppression over the past two decades.

Raka went back to Kashmir recently for the first time, spending a week in Srinagar. She wrote me an account.

"This the story of my life..story of a home coming..YES..after nearly twenty years..

I belong to Kashmir..was born and brought up there..as destiny would have it, I was kicked out of my nest – with just one threat call..left my home within one hour..not knowing where for..

Now after twenty years, I got an opportunity to "visit" my homeland..I am using the word visit – because that's what I have been reduced to being a 'visitor'.

The moment I touched the ground..I knew I was 'home' in the true sense of the word. Wading through a series of security checks, I managed to reach my locality – the place where I was born and brought up..Due to unavoidable circumstances, we had to sell our house..and here I was in front of the gate..didnt know if I would be a welcome..nevetheless decided to march ahead.

The warmth was still there. "Leela Cottage" as we had named it – was still the same..nothing had changed..

Fortunately, the lady remembered my family and I was ushered into the house with a hug..I was speechless with tears flowing down my cheeks.. I don't know why I was crying..crying because of being forced to leave my house..or because of seeing it again after so many years or because I knew that it was just a short visit and the moment I step out..it will be over..

I climbed the stairs and there I was, a small five-year-old girl running up the stairs and then stumbling and falling ... a few cries and my grandmom running to help me and there -- my granddad coming out of the room to save his little one..guess what..these were all memories…all this had happened 23 years back..

Came out to the garden..and there I was running and playing in mud, playing..all in my thoughts…not to forget – I was helping my granddad clear up the driveway to help him park his car..all in my memories..which I had nurtured all these years and they will always be fresh in my mind..

And then, it was time to leave..yet again..I could not even relive my old days in entirety.

I wept and wept on the way back. Just could not stop myself.

The driver looked me in the rear view mirror, paused and then said: "Sorry, we made a mistake".

It is not only me who has suffered... its them as well (the Muslims)... I could see that in the eyes of my driver who was a local. Nothing will erase the pain. But this remark made me believe that there is some hope for my birth place and some day we will live in harmony again."

हूजी, सूजी और इमोशनल पत्रकार

हिंदुस्तान का एक सरफिरा पत्रकार, मेरा दोस्त रवीश कुमार, हूजी और सूजी को पढ़ कर कुछ यूं कहता है:

"दोस्त,

टीवी बीमार हो गया है। इसका एक ही काम है दिल्ली में रोज़गार गारंटी योजना के तहत कुछ बेरोज़गारों को पत्रकार कार्ड देना।

ल्यूटियन ने नई दिल्ली वायसरायों के लिए बनाई लेकिन आजादी के बाद नेताओं और पत्रकारों ने कब्जा कर लिया। नेताओं को घर मिला और पत्रकारों को नहीं। लिहाज़ा पत्रकारों ने ल्यूटियन दिल्ली में घूमते रहने का फैसला किया। इसी ज़ोन की पत्रकारिता करने वाले दिल्ली स्थित राष्ट्रीय मीडिया में संपादक हुए।

ज़्यादा हो गए तो एक मेन संपादक बना दूसरा राजनीतिक संपादक।

इसी में एक दूसरा वर्ग है जो आगे चलकर इंवेस्टिगटिव संपादक बनता है। यह ल्यूटियन पत्रकारिता का बचा खुचा अंश है। आंतकवादी घटनाओं के प्रसार लेकिन सूचनाओं के केंद्रीकरण के कारण ऐसे पत्रकारों की अहमियत बढ़ी। फीचर वालों को ल्यूटियन ज़ोन में कुछ नहीं मिला तो गांवों का रूख ar गए।

स्माल टाउन की अवधारणा पत्रकारों की इसी जमात की देन है।

मैं कई बार कहता हूं अशोक रोड( बीजेपी दफ्तर) और अकबर रोड(कांग्रेस दफ्तर) से दो बाइट लेकर विजय चौक के बीच में खड़े होकर पीटूसी कर दीजिए, स्टोरी बन जाएगी। बयानधर्मी स्टोरी जनकल्याण के लिए ही तो होती है।बहरहाल संघीय ढांचे और गठबंधन की मजबूरी के कारण गृहमंत्रालय की भूमिका कम हुई है। लिहाज़ा इसके अफसर सूत्र बन गए हैं। इनके संपर्क में आए पत्रकार हूजी सूजी का हलवा बनाने लगे।

सबसे पहले यही खबर देते हैं कि धमाके में आर डी एक्स का इस्तमाल हुआ। शिवकाशी से लाया गया बारूद नहीं था। फटे हुए और बचे हुए बम के भीतर अणु से लेकर परमाणु तक की जानकारी यही पत्रकार देते हैं।

आप अखबार वाले इनसे जलते हैं। इस श्रेणी के पत्रकार आपके भीतर भी हैं। जब आप मुख्य पृष्ठ पर द्विखंडीत यानी टू-पीस बिकनी वाली लड़की का फोटो छाप देते हैं तब कुछ नहीं।

ख़ैर मीडिया को लेकर पत्रकारों को इमोशनल नहीं होना चाहिए। सूत्र पत्रकारिता प्रिंट की देन है। प्रिंट से आए लोगों ने जब टीवी में इसके लिए धक्का मुक्की की तब से यह सूत्र के नाम पर गुप्तचर विभाग की रिपोर्ट आम होने लगी है।

वैसे आइये हम सब मिल कर घोर निराशा के इस दौर में तमाम सूत्रों के प्रति सम्मान व्यक्त करें जिनके भरोसे लोकतंत्र का चौथा खंभा खड़ा हुआ है।

सूत्र तुम बढ़े चलो। वीर तुम बढ़े चलो!

हूजी, सूजी और थोड़ा नमक मिर्च

ये है मेरी दो क्षण की दो मैगी नूडल टिप्पणियां.

नम्बर एक. मुझे लगता है रक्षा व सुरक्षा मामलों को कवर कर रहे सारे पत्रकारों को गुप्तचर बन जाना चाहिए.
नम्बर दो. मुझे लगता है कि सारे गुप्तचर ब्यूरो वगैरह के मित्रों को पत्रकार बन जाना चाहिए.
जैसा कि रिसर्च एंड अनालिसिस विंग के एक प्रमुख ने एक बार चलते चलते मुझसे कहा था -- "मैं और आप सच कहूँ तो एक ही काम करते हैं. बस मुझे अपने काम करने के कई तरीकों पर गर्व नहीं है."
कुछ पत्रकार साथियों की अदभुत प्रतिभा को मैं अक्सर देखता हूँ. भगवान न करे कोई आतंकी घटना हो जाए, चाहे सुबह के सात बजे हों, झट से पतलून पहन कर माइक के पीछे लपक कर खड़े हो जाएंगे, और घटना के दस मिनट के अन्दर अपना फ़ैसला सुना देंगे. बम्बई हो या दिल्ली या अजमेर या जम्मू या जयपुर. गहरी नींद में अब ये शब्द कह सकते हैं वो.
"इसमें लश्कर का हाथ है! इसमें सिमी का हाथ है! इसमें हूजी का हाथ है!"
(मेरे मन में बचपन का सुना माँ की झुंझलाहट गूँज गई: " बेटा दरवाज़े पे देखो कौन है, हमारा सूजी का हाथ है!"

हाथ हूजी का हो या सूजी का, हलवा वही पकना है. पत्रकार साथी आज कल नींद में भी अपना पी-टू-सी (यही कहते हैं न?) या समाचार विश्लेषण कर सकते हैं. इस पर हूजी कि छाप है. कोई नया मॉड्यूल है हिजबुल मुजाहिदीन का. महिला आतंकवादी. अमा मियां कोई ऐसी वैसी बात है क्या? सूत्रों ने बताया है. कश्मीर में घुसपैठ बढ़ रही है. पाकिस्तान के खतरनाक मनसूबे हैं. इन्टेलीजेन्स फेलियर है.

हो सकता है कि ये सब सही हो. लेकिन सुरक्षा मामलो को कवर कर रहे अधिकांश साथी इन सुरक्षा अधिकारियों के प्रवक्ता क्यों बन गए हैं? क्यों पहला धमाका होते ही ये प्रहसन शुरू हो जाता है? आपको धमाका होते ही दस मिनट में कैसे पता चल जाता है कि इसमें हूजी का हाथ है या लश्कर का?
दर्शक उल्लू है क्या?
हर तीसरे दिन आप सुनेंगे, कश्मीर में घुसपैठ बढ़ गयी है या घट गयी है. क्या आपको पता है कि कश्मीर का ये सीमा रेखा का सेंसेक्स कैसे चलता है? दिल्ली के नार्थ ब्लाक में एक मेज़ के चारों ओर बैठ कर छः सात अधिकारी "इन्टेलीजेंट गेस" (बुद्धिमत्ता पूर्ण अटकलें) लगाते हैं. और थोडी मोल भाव होती है. फिर फ़ैसला हो जाता है. फिर ब्रेकिंग न्यूज़ हो जाती है. इस साल बहत्तर नहीं, सतत्तर घुसपैठी कश्मीर में चोरी से आए. साथीगन हांफ हांफ के बताने लग जाते हैं लाइव न्यूज़ पर.

अरे नार्थ ब्लाक में गणित कर रहे सज्जनों! इत्ता पता है तो पकड़ क्यों नहीं लेते भइया? बेकार में इत्ता टी वी देखना पड़ता है ...

Hope and a Little Dynamite

My parents could not sleep yesterday. There were blasts all day and night a few hundred metres from their home.

They do not live in Jammu, where a new terror attack killed civilians, security forces and militants. They live in Lucknow, where officials mounted a warlike operation to destroy a sports stadium and a huge and beautifully built guest house -- with dynamite.

That was quite apt -- in a state where the mafia is given government protection, where crime has long been the highest in India (do not believe what Mr. Amitabh Bachhan tells you), it is quite apt that state power will be used somewhere -- after all they have to do their duty. So on a Sunday, officials showed amazing efficiency and blasted out a sports facility for children and youth, watched by helpless sportsmen and women. India will surely win a gold medal in bad governance -- if not sport.

Why on a Sunday? Because the Supreme Court had been told that the petitioner who had opposed the destruction of the sports complex had "withdrawn" his petition in faraway Allahabad. So the Supreme Court said: "Oh, that simplifies things -- why don't you go ahead and blast the damn thing?"

The Supreme Court can be so innocently child-like sometimes. I hope in the coming years, politicians do not fancy the land where the Taj Mahal is located -- and borrow gunpowder from MLAs to blow it up. OOps -- did I just give them an idea?

In a state where few things surprise anyone anymore, I am pretty sure that several people would have had tears in their eyes yesterday watching the monstrous misuse of power. My mother certainly did. She was driving past the complex, watching the guest house -- where I had also had my wedding reception -- being razed to the ground.

It is hard not to be a citizen of U.P. and not feel pained every single day.

After the current government came to power, I had sent an SMS to one of Chief Minister Mayawati's top aides, congratulating him and saying that I hoped governance would see a change.

I take back that SMS.

Letter for Tenzin

Dear Tenzin,

I felt miserable after reading your letter. I really apologise that my harsh words caused you personal anguish, and I in no way meant to do that to anyone. I wrote that post on a really angry afternoon and should not have used some of the tough words I used there. I am not a bigot or xenophobe; I apologise, again. It was very uncharacteristic of me and thanks for writing in with such eloquence. I have, you will notice, edited my post to try and make it less offensive.

I do, of course, stand by my views.

Our personal experiences often shape our larger world view. That is perhaps true for both you and me on this issue. You told me of your grandfather; I also know of the pain of a young Kashmiri Pandit woman whose grandfather was brutally killed by people in Kashmir who are now public figures. Then she and her family had to leave their home at a few minutes' notice.

Truth has many faces, and they are often equally true in some measure for all of us. That is how the world works, and that is why people disagree. So even as I completely respect your angst and anguish, I feel the Tibetan community needs to engage and connect more with the people of the country that welcomed it. You say I do not know about the community -- and perhaps you are right -- but could the community have done more at its end to let an Indian citizen understand them better?

I also feel that India needs to get its convoluted policy on Tibet a bit more straightened out, and to look with greater empathy at displaced people within the country who are bearing the brunt of someone else's madnesses.

I was disappointed that you wrote that you are "as much Indian" as I am. You mentioned how you cheer for the cricket team etc. As an Indian citizen, I do not urge your loyalty to India. If you feel Indian, I am honoured that you do. But that is really not my business -- you don't have to prove anything to anybody. Loyalty is not my concern at all -- I am not one of those who will say that a Hindu is very sporting when he cheers for Pakistan but a Muslim is a traitor.

And I hope that the next time the Kashmiri Pandits or Gujarat riot survivors or SEZ victims protest their displacement, the Tibetan Youth Congress and the young generation of Tibetans will lend a chorus of support -- to others who have lost homes and homelands just like they have.

Letter from Tenzin

I got an anguished response last night from a reader to an angry post I had written last month on the Tibetan issue. I would like to reproduce what she wrote:

"Hi,

I am one of what you call "India's most ungrateful and arrogant refugees". Yes I am a Tibetan and I must say I experienced a lot of emotions while reading your blog - emotions ranging from anger to surprise and many in between. India is a free country and we all have freedom to speak our minds, something you and I would'nt have had had we been Chinese citizens. I agree with most of the things you said but I think your knowledge of the Tibetan refugees is very limited.

I can't talk on behalf on all Tibetans but I feel I must say some things. I agree most Tibetans have underpaid Indian help, at some places the shopkeepers would only talk to foreigners and yes, the Indian govt has been helping us since the time of my grandparents. But how many Tibetan places have you visited personally?

I am a Tibetan. I am not a hustler as you mentioned. I pay taxes to the Indian govt and I feel as much Indian as you do. I have raised my voice against the quota system and I cheer equally hard when India wins a cricket match. We Tibetans may not have contributed much to India but I am sure you know the total population of Tibetans in India.

I don't know if you know, but in the Bangladesh war, many Tibetans died fighting for India. Yes hundreds of these very ungrateful Tibetans died. My grandfather, like many, died making roads in India. My ungrateful grandfather! I think maybe one day we should sit and chat, if you have time.

Tenzin

(Images: Courtsey www.tibet.com and www.wikipedia.com)